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Last night was Kendra's first time spending the night with me. I have tried to get her to at other times but she is so attached to her mother's hip. Since they moved out of my house in February, she has not really wanted to even come to my house to visit. I have gotten no hugs or kisses unless I have forced her to. But then her brother came along and her father has a job so now she can't go off with him anymore. So now, she has decided that her grandma is fun again and wants me to pick her up and visit my house again. I love it!

Last night she decided that she would spend the night. I really didn't think it was going to go well. I thought I would be having to drive her back home. But, it went great. After everyone left we did the dishes together; picked up the toys; had ice cream; and I gave her a bath. Then we came upstairs and watched Toy Story 3 until she fell asleep. No crying for her mother. Yeah!! But she did ask to talk to her on the phone. Then she decided she wanted to text her instead. We did both. She slept the whole night through and woke up at 9:30 a.m. Then she didn't want to go home. She wanted to stay another night. lol. But, alas, grandma had to go to work today. So, we will have to see about next week. 


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