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Sorry my fellow (non-existent) readers for not posting lately. I've been extremely busy with everyone. It has been a week from hell. Appointments every day with me, Matthew, Trisha, Nathalie and grandkids. Along with taking Maddie to school and working and dealing with everyone's BS.

I'm sure glad that yesterday is over with. I was dreading that day at work. New computer system with only 3 hours of training that equaled one hour (or maybe 1/2 hr.) due to computer illiterate co-workers. But, it didn't go nearly as bad as I had envisioned. Except, I didn't get to take a shower due to an emergency ER visit with my son, Michael. Yes the same ER I have to look at at work.

Don't know what is wrong with Michael. They did every test they could do and everything looked fine. PA suggested getting an EEG (?) done (which they don't do at our hospital). But, wait.....I need to see about getting him medical insurance. This is only about the 4th time I've had to take him to ER with no medical insurance.

You see, along with his tendency to be accident prone; he is now passing out for no reason (that anyone can see anyway). PA asked if he was seizing up and eyes rolling in back of head. I said no because no family member told me about him shaking. But when I finally got a chance to talk to my husband he said that yes his arm was all seized up. This is only 2nd time this has happened. So, now I have to make insurance coverage a priority as soon as possible. I wonder if he has developed what his Aunt Jody has. She developed seizures in her 30s all of a sudden.

So, this next week will have to do the insurance thing. I will try to post my granddaughter, Kaelynn's 1st birthday pics next.

Hope everyone has a great week ahead (including me).


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