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New Year - New Me

This year marks a change for me. I have been going through turmoil the last couple of years with my job. The hospital where I worked has now been dissolved as of yesterday. Today it has a new name, new owners, etc. etc. We all had to apply for our jobs again. It was a year of emotional upheaval for me.

I have been learning new things, new thoughts, a new view of myself. This has been an ongoing process. So when I applied for my job, I applied for part-time so that I could have more time to create and devote to my business and family.

Now that it's all said and done, I'm scared to death. My income will be cut in half. What was I thinking? But, I know in my heart things had to change. I was not happy.

So, this year is the year I will follow my bliss and learn to be content and happy with less. I will continue to make and sell my products with more time to devote to that. I will find and make a living doing the things that make my heart sing. Otherwise, life is not worth living.
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