Kendra is a good baby. She only cried for the first two nights home. After that she has been very good and quiet at night. She is staying awake for longer periods of time and is nursing well. Her cord fell off two days ago when her daddy changed her diaper for the first time. She likes her grandmother to sing to her. Which I am more than happy to do even though no one else can stand my voice. At least she does! Here are more pics. These three are from Saturday, June 14th.
My mom and dad split up when I was 9 years old. The marriage was pure hell for them and me. Yes, me! I had to hear my mom crying late at night because my father was out after work doing god knows what. (Well, we know cheating was going on). When he was around it was pure hell. I walked on eggshells and was sick to my stomach most of the time. My father acted like he just hated my mom. I didn't feel like he liked me much either. I was the only reason that they even got married. There was so much fighting, crying, and my mother had breakdowns, and I had to hear my father force my mother into sex acts. It was all quite sickening. So when he did leave for good, it was a relief! Although, I was pissed at them both. Why the hell did they even get married? It was the end of the 60s and my father grew up with strict religious parents who instilled in him that if you knock a girl up; you marry her. So, that's what he did. And that was so NOT the right thing to do. Although, if he
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